Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes and Growths!

     Sitting in Intro to Horticulture class, I finished grading all the cherub's papers. So many people kept giving them to me last minute though!! Give it to me before the break man!! Or right before the end of the break!! I thought I was done, ha ha. Anyways, I just got off of spring break today, with much success. During the break I reorganized my room, washed all my laundry, donated some clothes, recorded my supplies for my shop from my receipts, cleaned in and off my desk and used it for studying for the first time in years!!!, kept up with eating fruits, veggies, and whole grains as much as possible, exercised 3 days out of the week for at least 45 mins each day, realized my shop name, my boyfriend started working on my shop's website,  turned in my CMSP form, Ran a horticulture club meeting, volunteered for Chairman of the Horticulture Spring Plant sale, got a horticulture student $200 Scholarship,worked in my garden and helping my sprout-lings grow, and spent much time relaxing, meditating, a little bit of video games and raising my vibration.
     I was surfing my tumblr today, and came across a free PDF that speaks upon enlightenment and how to get there. Which I've read quite a few enlightenment books and information varying from Edgar Cayce to present Guru's whose mission is to help others find their enlightenment. It asked me what my aspiration is in my life..to really think about it. I know I want to be a healer of the planet and the life on it, to help others including myself through this rough vibration raising period,  it's a good thing to think about, to ponder, to meditate on...I've come to know I am to be a healer through many signs, including that of dreams, and information that seeped to me when I used to meditate more regularly...until life got in the way ha ha. But throughout this year I've dedicated myself to meditations, and tomorrow night for the New Moon Esbat I will make sure to take this life aspiration business into my meditation that night, write down my feelings..make sure that I still feel the same or maybe I find some new aspiration...but I feel I know what my life aspiration is already..to heal and explore myself, my brothers and sisters, and my Mother Gaia..it feels too right...and too many signs are there...I listen..I feel..I am an empathetic being..I am a Spiritual Being having a Human Experience...and it's becoming more wonderful and awe inspiring...I feel almost like I am being re-birthed . being the world once again like a child..I spent some time looking around me at the world..just..being..and noticed the Magick that pulsates throughout it...the interconnected web of unity..energy..we are not alone..I am not alone..I have me..I have we..We are one..and One are all.
     On another note, I will be and have been working on sleeping early on a normal schedule (sooo difficult for n insomniac/night owl) in order to help my body become attuned to the earth better, myself better, and  possibly help me out with my fibromyalgia..honestly I did a lot better than i thought I would on spring break..my latest time being up at 3am and my latest time getting up was about 12:30-1 pm...So not too bad..I am making much progress..which is hard for someone with fibro needing 10 hrs of sleep to feel slightly normal. The change of diet has been improving my health for sure though, and the tie I spend doing gardening, exercising, and getting some sun daily does also have an improved effect on my overall stress level and well being. I am trying to balance myself, unravel my ego as much as I can, and really get to the core of my being..therefore..helping others, healing others, and teaching others to do the same. Be the change you want to see in the world.
    Time for me to log, it's been a long day, woke up at 5:30 am ..unheard of for me!!! I even got some studying done for the horticulture quiz this morning, which totally helped. I am happy, I am awesome, I am proud of me!!!
Have a great evening all!!
     Blessed Be,
                     SunShine-Luna
P.S. I have also added to my Magickal name, Luna, I feel it describes me even better than it did before, but I could never give up my original Magickal name...so I decided adding it would be more appropriate, especially after feeling that I am both the Sun and the Moon at the same time, and getting quite a few signs that I needed to balance my name..also being an aquarian I am slightly androgynous  and I was born a few days from the full moon. The moon has been an ever evolving/engulfing/grounding being for me, and I am honored to add her to my name..I've always had an affinity for the symbol "Yin and Yang" I used to believe it was just for soul mates when I was a teen, but now I realize it is everything, especially me..and The moon is the Sun's balance..I have strong moon and sun signs in my chart...Cancer for my emotions and Leo for my mind..it is amazing that I never thought of it before. Also with a bit of research with numerology I found that together it, the names make the number 6..a strong care giving number, harmonious, empathetic, one that loves to heal, teach, protecting and really just loves everyone unconditionally (a trait that I am still improving), it's a motherly number and that's the vibe I want to give off..love..care..knowledge..comfort..healing...so many new changes..so many things..well now I'm really tired and logging off...Blessed Be all!!