Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes and Growths!

     Sitting in Intro to Horticulture class, I finished grading all the cherub's papers. So many people kept giving them to me last minute though!! Give it to me before the break man!! Or right before the end of the break!! I thought I was done, ha ha. Anyways, I just got off of spring break today, with much success. During the break I reorganized my room, washed all my laundry, donated some clothes, recorded my supplies for my shop from my receipts, cleaned in and off my desk and used it for studying for the first time in years!!!, kept up with eating fruits, veggies, and whole grains as much as possible, exercised 3 days out of the week for at least 45 mins each day, realized my shop name, my boyfriend started working on my shop's website,  turned in my CMSP form, Ran a horticulture club meeting, volunteered for Chairman of the Horticulture Spring Plant sale, got a horticulture student $200 Scholarship,worked in my garden and helping my sprout-lings grow, and spent much time relaxing, meditating, a little bit of video games and raising my vibration.
     I was surfing my tumblr today, and came across a free PDF that speaks upon enlightenment and how to get there. Which I've read quite a few enlightenment books and information varying from Edgar Cayce to present Guru's whose mission is to help others find their enlightenment. It asked me what my aspiration is in my life..to really think about it. I know I want to be a healer of the planet and the life on it, to help others including myself through this rough vibration raising period,  it's a good thing to think about, to ponder, to meditate on...I've come to know I am to be a healer through many signs, including that of dreams, and information that seeped to me when I used to meditate more regularly...until life got in the way ha ha. But throughout this year I've dedicated myself to meditations, and tomorrow night for the New Moon Esbat I will make sure to take this life aspiration business into my meditation that night, write down my feelings..make sure that I still feel the same or maybe I find some new aspiration...but I feel I know what my life aspiration is already..to heal and explore myself, my brothers and sisters, and my Mother Gaia..it feels too right...and too many signs are there...I listen..I feel..I am an empathetic being..I am a Spiritual Being having a Human Experience...and it's becoming more wonderful and awe inspiring...I feel almost like I am being re-birthed . being the world once again like a child..I spent some time looking around me at the world..just..being..and noticed the Magick that pulsates throughout it...the interconnected web of unity..energy..we are not alone..I am not alone..I have me..I have we..We are one..and One are all.
     On another note, I will be and have been working on sleeping early on a normal schedule (sooo difficult for n insomniac/night owl) in order to help my body become attuned to the earth better, myself better, and  possibly help me out with my fibromyalgia..honestly I did a lot better than i thought I would on spring break..my latest time being up at 3am and my latest time getting up was about 12:30-1 pm...So not too bad..I am making much progress..which is hard for someone with fibro needing 10 hrs of sleep to feel slightly normal. The change of diet has been improving my health for sure though, and the tie I spend doing gardening, exercising, and getting some sun daily does also have an improved effect on my overall stress level and well being. I am trying to balance myself, unravel my ego as much as I can, and really get to the core of my being..therefore..helping others, healing others, and teaching others to do the same. Be the change you want to see in the world.
    Time for me to log, it's been a long day, woke up at 5:30 am ..unheard of for me!!! I even got some studying done for the horticulture quiz this morning, which totally helped. I am happy, I am awesome, I am proud of me!!!
Have a great evening all!!
     Blessed Be,
                     SunShine-Luna
P.S. I have also added to my Magickal name, Luna, I feel it describes me even better than it did before, but I could never give up my original Magickal name...so I decided adding it would be more appropriate, especially after feeling that I am both the Sun and the Moon at the same time, and getting quite a few signs that I needed to balance my name..also being an aquarian I am slightly androgynous  and I was born a few days from the full moon. The moon has been an ever evolving/engulfing/grounding being for me, and I am honored to add her to my name..I've always had an affinity for the symbol "Yin and Yang" I used to believe it was just for soul mates when I was a teen, but now I realize it is everything, especially me..and The moon is the Sun's balance..I have strong moon and sun signs in my chart...Cancer for my emotions and Leo for my mind..it is amazing that I never thought of it before. Also with a bit of research with numerology I found that together it, the names make the number 6..a strong care giving number, harmonious, empathetic, one that loves to heal, teach, protecting and really just loves everyone unconditionally (a trait that I am still improving), it's a motherly number and that's the vibe I want to give off..love..care..knowledge..comfort..healing...so many new changes..so many things..well now I'm really tired and logging off...Blessed Be all!!

Good things to come...

It has been quite beautiful out here in Cali lately, the birds have been chirping and the flowers are beginning to bloom. I recently was awarded a 20 X 20 ft garden plot by my horticulture club. I am super excited because I finally get to start the garden I've always wanted, filled with herbs and my own fruits and veggies all of course grown organically!! Good thing I started up that compost pile last fall! It's not quite ready for 20x20 ft of land but it will continue to grow and then I will be completely self-sustained and not have to go to the major markets as much anymore!! Even donate some to food drives, and possibly make a speech for the hort club next year about organic gardening..along with what to do with certain plants to make your own non-chemical products. I am just filled with so many ideas this Mercury retrograde, I suppose that's because it is in the sign of Pisces..the creation/imaginative/inventive sign.
In other news, Robert has been working a bit on Dreamweaver to prep for making my website, and I need to delve into the legal aspects a bit..a lot more..need to dust off my old business textbook and get down to business!! At least get this business up and running! :) I cannot wait!!!!
I hope everyone has a fabulous evening, I am off to go study some more for my Philosophy exam tomorrow morning(man philosophy is hard to get my brain around but it's starting to click, it's good to be open-minded and to explore new things..never let doubts nor beliefs get in the way of keeping your mind open and learning new things!!) Much love and light!!
Blessed Be,
               SunShine ;)

Today Today..Oh what a day!

In the Intro to Horticulture night class at the moment, done grading papers and most of the stuff on the board is review..still taking light note though ;) It's been a long and off kind of day. I woke up right on time but traffic made me late to school, should've taken a different route and possibly earlier. Then my usual seat in Hort class was taken so I was shoved in the back between two people and unable to see or even hear that well. I do not like the back..not at all lol. Then Philosophy went great, grabbed gas at Costco, returned my cat's e-collar which freaked her out, til she pulled it off again and again, lol. Then I went to the 99 cent store and bought some salad stuff, then to Target and bought a white board calendar to help better organize myself and my days. Then I went to the post office and they wouldn't let me ship something because it was in a priority mail box..now I understand that..but it was completely covered, they saw me standing in line with this package that had a high MEDIA MAIL bright orange writing on it, thanks to my mother..and didn't say anything the whole twenty odd minutes I stood waiting in line, then they also tell me I can just put it in the mail box if it's media mail...well I can't it needs to be post-marked...so I left quite frustrated and will be returning tomorrow, with my book wrapped in a brown paper bag. Then I went home and spent a little time with my kitten Iris, I feel guilty because I haven't had a lot of time for her nor my Older Cat KeeKee...whom is still bitter with me for letting Iris into her home.
         It's amazing how Iris is super attached to me now, she was waiting for me in my room when I got home this afternoon and slept with me all night curled up in my arms...she was a cuddler before she went into heat, and now that she's fixed it seems that she's even more cuddly. Which brings me to another story..yesterday/Monday morning I woke up at about 10am...then around 10:15 I looked at Iris's wound from being spayed to make sure it was doing okay, since over the weekend it looked like her wound was getting a little puss-ish, well now it was bleeding!!!!! So I called the Spay/Neuter clinic to ask them what to do and they told me to bring her right in and they'd take a look at her..too bad it was about 30 mins out of town..anyways they figured out that she ripped some of her skin out of her stitches...due to her being a kitten and being a spazz..she was trying to run around the first night after she was fixed..drugged and tipsy..she didn't care she wanted to play. So they squeezed the puss out and gave me free antibiotics to battle any oncoming infection. And everyone in the receptionist area all asked me how she was doing, they seemed to care sincerely...it's nice to see.
           Also, Last night was my first night as Official President of the Horticulture club at my college and everything went great! I was nervous but speech class paid off after all and I fit right up there. Everyone was encouraging and nice, all were happy to see a young vibrant face as their President, and someone even said I follower complete protocol which never happens..from what they say,,anyways I'm just glad it went so well, everyone seems to like me or is okay with me being their President and happy that I am getting so involved...and I am happy with it too!!! So exciting! I just love to be able to help :}
         So all in all today's been a pretty good day..although it's been an off day and I just found out others have been feeling the off-ness too..maybe it;s something with the stars or the planets..I should look it up, but I'm glad it's not just me!!!

Change

Sitting in the introduction to Horticulture class as a TA. It's interesting since it's one of my college's secondary colleges in another town, I've never been here, everything's so new. I'm excited to be apart of this class again, I get to review it all over. I'm going to spend a lot of time studying the insects, and the binomial names this semester. My first day has been amazing! I have an awesome class in the morning, we're going to make pressed plant encyclopedias, and I'm going to use the system to make an herbal reference. In my second class, Philosophy my professor is really awesome..totally hippie, totally chill, totally cool..he even curses. I think it's going to be mind blowing, to say the least. There are a lot of interesting people that are in this class, a lot more younger individuals than I am used to, I'm used to a whole bunch of old folks..I love old folks..but this is going to be interesting..so nice to see people my age interested in gardening..pretty shweet. ;) Alright..time to start paying some attention and get focused before class starts..I'm excited..and so excited to see so many curious and excited faces.