Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes and Growths!

     Sitting in Intro to Horticulture class, I finished grading all the cherub's papers. So many people kept giving them to me last minute though!! Give it to me before the break man!! Or right before the end of the break!! I thought I was done, ha ha. Anyways, I just got off of spring break today, with much success. During the break I reorganized my room, washed all my laundry, donated some clothes, recorded my supplies for my shop from my receipts, cleaned in and off my desk and used it for studying for the first time in years!!!, kept up with eating fruits, veggies, and whole grains as much as possible, exercised 3 days out of the week for at least 45 mins each day, realized my shop name, my boyfriend started working on my shop's website,  turned in my CMSP form, Ran a horticulture club meeting, volunteered for Chairman of the Horticulture Spring Plant sale, got a horticulture student $200 Scholarship,worked in my garden and helping my sprout-lings grow, and spent much time relaxing, meditating, a little bit of video games and raising my vibration.
     I was surfing my tumblr today, and came across a free PDF that speaks upon enlightenment and how to get there. Which I've read quite a few enlightenment books and information varying from Edgar Cayce to present Guru's whose mission is to help others find their enlightenment. It asked me what my aspiration is in my life..to really think about it. I know I want to be a healer of the planet and the life on it, to help others including myself through this rough vibration raising period,  it's a good thing to think about, to ponder, to meditate on...I've come to know I am to be a healer through many signs, including that of dreams, and information that seeped to me when I used to meditate more regularly...until life got in the way ha ha. But throughout this year I've dedicated myself to meditations, and tomorrow night for the New Moon Esbat I will make sure to take this life aspiration business into my meditation that night, write down my feelings..make sure that I still feel the same or maybe I find some new aspiration...but I feel I know what my life aspiration is already..to heal and explore myself, my brothers and sisters, and my Mother Gaia..it feels too right...and too many signs are there...I listen..I feel..I am an empathetic being..I am a Spiritual Being having a Human Experience...and it's becoming more wonderful and awe inspiring...I feel almost like I am being re-birthed . being the world once again like a child..I spent some time looking around me at the world..just..being..and noticed the Magick that pulsates throughout it...the interconnected web of unity..energy..we are not alone..I am not alone..I have me..I have we..We are one..and One are all.
     On another note, I will be and have been working on sleeping early on a normal schedule (sooo difficult for n insomniac/night owl) in order to help my body become attuned to the earth better, myself better, and  possibly help me out with my fibromyalgia..honestly I did a lot better than i thought I would on spring break..my latest time being up at 3am and my latest time getting up was about 12:30-1 pm...So not too bad..I am making much progress..which is hard for someone with fibro needing 10 hrs of sleep to feel slightly normal. The change of diet has been improving my health for sure though, and the tie I spend doing gardening, exercising, and getting some sun daily does also have an improved effect on my overall stress level and well being. I am trying to balance myself, unravel my ego as much as I can, and really get to the core of my being..therefore..helping others, healing others, and teaching others to do the same. Be the change you want to see in the world.
    Time for me to log, it's been a long day, woke up at 5:30 am ..unheard of for me!!! I even got some studying done for the horticulture quiz this morning, which totally helped. I am happy, I am awesome, I am proud of me!!!
Have a great evening all!!
     Blessed Be,
                     SunShine-Luna
P.S. I have also added to my Magickal name, Luna, I feel it describes me even better than it did before, but I could never give up my original Magickal name...so I decided adding it would be more appropriate, especially after feeling that I am both the Sun and the Moon at the same time, and getting quite a few signs that I needed to balance my name..also being an aquarian I am slightly androgynous  and I was born a few days from the full moon. The moon has been an ever evolving/engulfing/grounding being for me, and I am honored to add her to my name..I've always had an affinity for the symbol "Yin and Yang" I used to believe it was just for soul mates when I was a teen, but now I realize it is everything, especially me..and The moon is the Sun's balance..I have strong moon and sun signs in my chart...Cancer for my emotions and Leo for my mind..it is amazing that I never thought of it before. Also with a bit of research with numerology I found that together it, the names make the number 6..a strong care giving number, harmonious, empathetic, one that loves to heal, teach, protecting and really just loves everyone unconditionally (a trait that I am still improving), it's a motherly number and that's the vibe I want to give off..love..care..knowledge..comfort..healing...so many new changes..so many things..well now I'm really tired and logging off...Blessed Be all!!

Good News and Shoppys too!!

      Been a busy bee lately. Just finished making up my all-purpose lemon cleaner, and Lavender detergent/hair conditioner. It's been crazy looking up business registration in my area so I don't get in trouble with the law...even though I won't be making enough at first to really be considered a business. I have also decided that it is almost time to start taking appointments for Reiki sessions and Divination readings. I'm running out of money and need to start up my business like planned before I don't have anything at all. But I'm not starting up this business for money I am starting it to help others through nature, spirituality, and energy work. But it would be nice to not be completely broke...just enough to get me by and keep the business afloat after it's started would be nice right now. I will be doing a lot of giveaways for certain Sabbats, and other holidays/events. I think you all will be fully satisfied!! Also, I want to start posting more Vlogs and help/how to vlogs as well. My plan is to have my shop up and running by Ostara...we shall see how that pans out!!
      Oh and other good news!! The burlesque show was a total success!! We all did fantastic, had a blast, and so did the audience. It was a definite confidence booster...I have never felt so comfortable in my own skin, nonetheless as Sexy as I do now. Everyone is beautiful, everyone's body is beautiful and yes you are beautiful and never ever forget that!!! Everyone has insecurities but if you choose to do something even though your EGO is telling you how horrible you look, or that you are not good enough...do it anyway!!! Just do it! Dance in your car, sing on stage, dance to the beat you hear in the mall, and when you are offered something that you feel would be fun, then do it!!! Don't let your EGO get in the way...you are perfect just the way you are!!! And I have found myself more and more by pushing myself to the limit and ignoring my ego telling me what I can't do!! F-You EGO! I'm beautiful, and so are you!!
     One more piece of good news, I finally got my Garden plot from the Horticulture club!! 20x20 ft of land all to myself to play with!! I've never planted/grown anything in the land so i'm going to have to talk to my professor in what to do with said land. I've been researching a lot about it..and I'll be planting lots of herbs, fruits, and veggies all year round...I cannot wait!!!
     I am a truly lucky and blessed individual, I am so very grateful.

Change

Sitting in the introduction to Horticulture class as a TA. It's interesting since it's one of my college's secondary colleges in another town, I've never been here, everything's so new. I'm excited to be apart of this class again, I get to review it all over. I'm going to spend a lot of time studying the insects, and the binomial names this semester. My first day has been amazing! I have an awesome class in the morning, we're going to make pressed plant encyclopedias, and I'm going to use the system to make an herbal reference. In my second class, Philosophy my professor is really awesome..totally hippie, totally chill, totally cool..he even curses. I think it's going to be mind blowing, to say the least. There are a lot of interesting people that are in this class, a lot more younger individuals than I am used to, I'm used to a whole bunch of old folks..I love old folks..but this is going to be interesting..so nice to see people my age interested in gardening..pretty shweet. ;) Alright..time to start paying some attention and get focused before class starts..I'm excited..and so excited to see so many curious and excited faces.